LIFE AND RELATIONS ((LOVE))

EVERY ONE IN THIS WORLD HAVE COMMON ACTIVITY AT THE TIME OF BIRTH JUS TO CRY :-P

WHEN I WAS A KID I USED TO THINK MY FATHER AS A HERO I USED TO FIND HEROISM IN HIM USE TO FEEL LIKE HE IS SUPER MAN ..... I STILL DO REMEMBER STREET FIGHTS ARGUING LIKE MY DAD IS GREATER THAN YOUR DAD .... LOL MY DAD IS STRONGER THAN YOUR DAD .... LOL AS KIDS WE KNEW NOTHING OF PRACTICAL LIFE ,,,

WE JUST HAD BLIND TRUST ON OUR PARENTS...... ((THE ABOVE 4 LINES WHICH APPEAR TO BE NOTHING)) ....,, IF YOU NOTICE THOSE LINES YOU LL FIND HOW GREAT VALUE WE GAVE TO OUR PARENTS AS A KID.          .((NO MATTER WHAT,,, WE USED TO THINK " MY DAD IS GREAT")).......,,,,,,

SAD THAT BLIND TRUST LOSING WITH OUR GAIN IN KNOWLEDGE,,,      LIKE THE BEAM BALANCE= KNOWLEDGE IS INVERSELY PROPORTION TO LOVE TO WARDS PARENTS FOR MANY OF THEM OUT THERE MAY BE NOT US...BUT MANY

WE ARE BORN WITH ONLY TWO FEARS FEAR OF FALLING AND FEAR OF DEATH REST ARE ACQUIRED ....

SOME WHERE I HEARD THAT MOTHER IS A CHILDS FIRST TEACHER YES SHE S NOT ONLY A TEACHER SHES LIKE A GUARDIAN ANGLE WHOS LOVE PONDER ON KID WHICH IS SO PURE NOTHING IS MORE PRECIOUS THAN THAT ...KID GREW IN MOTHER ARMS UNDER LOVE ,FEAR,AFFECTION ..

THEN TO BECOME A SUCCESSFUL PERSON AND TO EDUCATE A CHILD ,,,SHE SENDS HER CHILD TO SCHOOL...... AS A KID EVERY ONE CRY FOR FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL ,,, WHICH WILL BE THE MOST UNFORGETTABLE MOMENT NOT TO US, BUT FOR PARENTS......

THE THING IS EVERY KID "CRIES",   SO DOES A MOTHER .... BUT THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT ONE IS TEAR OF SADNESS IN KIDS EYES AND OTHER TEAR OF HAPPINESS IN MOTHERS EYES THIS POINT OF LIFE IS CALLED PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

THEN OUR NEW LIFE NEW RELATIONS IN THE FORM OF FRIENDS COME INTO LIFE
GODS,,, WONDERFUL CREATION  ,,,,, SLOWLY OUR LOVE STARTS INCREASING TOWARDS THEM AND REDUCES TOWARDS PARENTS


EVERYTHING WILL BE NORMAL TILL 7 OR 8 GRADE ... AT THIS AGE SOME CHANGES OCCUR LIKE NEGATIVE POLE ALWAYS ATTRACT POSITIVE POLE KIDS NOW START THINKING THEMSELVES AS GUYS AND WHAT DOES THE NEGATIVE POLE DO???? IS THE SAME THING DONE BY THESE SO CALLED GUYS

IT START WITH A RUMOR AREY NEKU AA AMMAYIKI LINK PETADU RA VEEDU :-DDDD

LOL THAT WAS FUN TIME THIS POINT OF TIME AN ANGRY EXPRESSION ON FACE AND A SOOTHING FEELING IN THE HEART LOL THIS POINT OF LIFE MAY BE BECAUSE OF MOVIES OR SOME OTHER REASON ONE DEVELOPS FEELING OF HAVING A GIRL FRIEND

PERSONALLY I LOVED MY KINDER GARDEN TEACHER AND I FEEL AS SHES MY FIRST LOVE :-P HER NAME WAS MISS ARUNA AND I WAS IN L.K.G ... LOL AND IN CLASS 3 MY SECOND LOVE WAS CLASS TOPPER ;-) :-P

COMING BACK   THE TIME OF 7 8 9 STANDARDS GIRLS WERE NOT SO GIRLY :-P I MEAN THEY WERE CLOSE AND DINT DEVELOP ANY SEXUAL BIASING .... IT STARTS IN CLASS 9 AND NEVER DIE :-)

NOW THESE KIDS GREW UP INTO SO CALLED GUYS HAVE HUGE IMPACT OF THIS SEXUAL BIASING ;-P
WE GUYS DEVELOP SOME THOUGHTS OF GIRLS WITH SOME DESIRE AND AT THIS AGE 
 THE WORD "GIRL FRIEND" ENTERS DAMN GODS MUST BE CRAZY ;-) AND IT BECOMES A PRIORITY TO HAVE ONE

GOOD THING ABOUT LOVE IN SCHOOL IS IT DIES SOON AFTER CLASS 10 COZZ COZZ COZZ THE GUYS FIND MORE BEAUTIFUL GIRLS AND GIRLS MORE HANDSOME GUYS LOLLL

LIFE AS A TEEN THEN BEGINS,,,STEPING INTO PLUS 1AND2   I LL CALL MY INTER AS SO SO VERY COLOR FULL COZ SARE BEAUTY HAMARE SAMNE PICHE GHUMTHE REHTHE THE..... THEN THIS THING OF LOVE RELATIONS  BEGINS..... GIRLS FRIEND AND BOY FRIEND BEGINS ....... THIS IS PERFECT DEFINITION FOR INFATUATION  ......

NOW THIS POINT AT THIS POINT IF YOU REMEMBER THE FEELING YOU HAD IN YOUR HEART ABOUT PARENTS IN MY ABOVE LINES "HOW DEEPLY YOUR TRUST WAS TOWARDS THEM" ..... IS SO DEAD SO COMPLETELY DEAD  PEOPLE SEEK FOR LOVE IN OTHER GIRLS .... EVEN I DID :-PPPP

BUT WHEN THE WHOLE GOD DAMN THING IS IN FRONT OF YOU IN FORM OF MOTHER

MOVIES HAVE GREAT IMPACT ON TEENS .... IT FORMS  REASON FOR SOME RELATIONS AND EVEN THESE TEEN RELATIONS DOESNT LAST LONG :-DDDDD

RELATION BEGIN 9 ENDS IN 10 AND THOSE IN 10 ENDS IN INTER AND THOSE IN INTER TILL B TECH AND THOSE IN B TECH ???????? YOU KNOW THE ANSWER

NOW WE ENTER INTO COLLEGE LIFE,,,, MOST OF THEM WHO RAN IN NAME OF LOVE AND FRIENDS IN INTER HAVE SUFFERING START OF BTECH AND FEW DO REALIZE......

THOSE RELATIONS IN PLUS ONE AND TWO ARE DEAD COZ NOW GUYS FIND MORE BEAUTIFUL GIRLS AND SO DOES GIRLS LOL,,, THATS THE WAY IT GOES MOSTLY

THEN NOTHIN TILL FIRST YEAR ENDING ,,,THEN COMES NEW GIRL FRIENDS AND BOY FRIENDS.... THIS TIME COZ THEY ARE NO MORE GUYS NOW THEY ARE TEENS WID LOADS OF CHEMICALLY IMBALANCED HORMONES AND LOADED WID SEXUAL DESIRES
SAME IS THE CASE WID GIRLS THEY ARE NO LESS FOR THIS STATEMENT SOME MIGHT BE ANGRY OF TAKING SUCH TRUE STATEMENTS BUT YA ITS TRU WID MOST OF THE GIRLS ...... ;-P

SOME GIRLS THIS AGE STEPS ON  TO WRONG PATH AND FALL INTO BULL SHIT AND GUYS TRY TO GET,,,,,SORRY SORRY THEY ARE NOT GUYS NOW THESE ARE TEENS WHO TRY TO GET TO KNOW MORE ABOUT OPPOSITE GENDER MOSTLY THROUGH FRIENDS AND SOME THROUGH NET


NOW AGAIN COMMING BACK TO THE POINT MOST OF THEM HAD A LOT OF TIME FOR NOSENSE THINKING ALOT ABOUT LOVE AND RELATIONS,,,, INTHA ALOCHISTHU AMMA KOSAM ENTHA THAKUVAGA ALOCHISTHARU SO SAD OBVIOUSLY LOVE HAS REDUCED ALOT MORE LOVE MORE IS THE TIME YOU SPEND WITH THEM .... THINGS DEVELOP,,, LIKE  CHATTING FLIRTING WID MORE THAN 2 GIRLS AND EVEN GIRLS DO THAT ,,,,IT BECOMES PRIDE TO HAVE GIRL FRIEND IT BECOMES A  MATTER OF PRESTIGE TO  HAVE ONE LOVER (SO CALLED) ..........

AM NOT SAYIN LOVE IS A CRIME ITS SOME THIN VERY BEAUTIFUL ....AND ALSO DISGRACEFUL MOST OF THE TIMES :-PPPP

ONLY 10 % COMES OUT AS TRUE RELATIONS TO BE FRANK ITS ALMOST TENDING TO SOME 2 OR 3 % ..... NOW THAT I HAVE CROSSED ALL THESE STAGES AND HAVE SEEN MANY PEOPLE PUTING THEIR PARENTS IN OLD AGE HOMES ....... I FIGURED OUT THAT MOSTLY PEOPLE LOOSE MOST PRECIOUS   LOVE OF PARENTS ....  

IF YOU WANNA TRY TO FIND OUT SOME THING I LL TELL YOU JUS GO HUG THEM AND LOOK INTO THEIR EYES YOU LL KNOW ALOT ......NOW WHO HAD SO MUCH PATIENCE TO READ ALL THIS AND SPENDING SOME VALUBLE TIME I THANK YOU HEART FULLY I COULD NOT FINISH IT BECAUSE EVEN I AM IN THE BULL SHIT :-D LATER I HAVE TO SEE HOW THINGS TWIST :-DDDDD



 
   

theory of neutrality

i dont know how many of them give a look of this logical life

  i dont know if all the people believe in god 

i dont know if people ever wonder   how cool the life is designed ... 

GOD  is the creator and life is like a chess game and we are pawns in it and only few are meant to have some status like queen , horse , or elephant on a board... , these have immense value .....AND there exist only one KING ....

EARTH is a beautiful planet .... when i was a kid, i thought that earth is the whole damn thing in the universe... naa  there are hell loads of planets where life exists....,,, we are jus one among them 

what ever may be the planet or what ever may be the life form might be a human or alien or may be some other world

life has a pattern : a beautiful pattern ..... and this pattern which i call it as PATTERN OF NEUTRALITY

if you have ever observed that we have day and night , good and bad, heat and cool, happiness and sadness, failure and success .... so on.... GOD CREATED THIS PATTERN HE IS SO INTELLIGENT >>>>     

1*** IF I    AM ALWAYS HAPPY I DONT KNOW WHAT SADNESS IS 

2***IF THERE WAS LIGHT ALL THE TIME HOW WOULD I KNOW DARKNESS

 GOD HAS JUST USED A LOGIC OF IF AND ELSE IF DAY ELSE DARK...... IN LIFE ONE HAS TO OBSERVE THAT if you work hard enough for your dreams for sure you ll be succeeded if not then god feels that you havent been upto the mark one who struggle always exists LIFE IS ALL STRUGGLE FOR EXISTENCE ....  IF YOU FAIL YOU HAVE NEW DAY TOMORROW AWAITIN ... SUN NEVER GIVES UP THOUGH DARKNESS COMES  ..... similarly one has to never give up in ones life in bagvath geetha theres a sloka  కర్మంయే వదికర్స్యే మాఫలేషు కదా చానా మాకర్మంయే ఫలహేతుర్బు ....

one is creator of his own destiny ... desire creates power ...you are the architect of your own life your choice defines your destiny .... life in the end is COMPLETELY NEUTRAL EVERY THING HAS OPPOSITE OF ITS OWN EVIL IS THE ABSENCE OF GOD IN PHYSICS COLD IS THE ABSENCE OF HEAT ....LIFE IS ALL NEUTRAL PEOPLE ALL I HAVE TO TELL IS LIFE IS NEUTRAL IN THE END NOTHING MATTERS